It's been a while

It's been forever since I've been on this thing. Not that anyone has noticed or missed me. Hahaha Oh well. Love!

My trip

Hey Everyone! So I finally have some pics for you all to see. I had an amazing trip and enjoyed it soooo much. I got to see my family and go sightseeing and get crammed in a car for 17 hours playing hangman with my sister. So here are some pictures in chronological order, starting from day one of the road trip to my last weekend with my family members. It was a whirlwind of a trip but one that I didn't want to pass by so quickly. I really am homesick. You'll see why. So let's journey through my memories. Shall we? Yes indeed.

This is me in the car. Road trip ready! Bubble gum and headphones. That's all i need.

This was when we were passing through Hartford, Connecticut.
















FINALLY!! We had reached Massachusetts.



















This is the harbor in Rockport, Ma. Beautiful huh? It's this cute little town by the water with all these nifty shops...
















...Like this one!


















This is my sis, my uncle, and my dad. My uncle was telling them about a crab he had caught while fishing in that spot once.
















This is someone's house! Right on the water. But I just wanted the pic of the pirate flag! It was awesome!
















Ok.. this is my cousin at my grandma's house with his batman wings. We put black eyeshadow on his eyes under the mask to give the full dark batman effect. Adorable or what?























My sis helping that same cousin climb a tree in the park




















This is the park. Well the view from it. It's this park on the Boston harbor and right across from it is the city. I love this place so much. I used to come when I was little so it's close to my heart. I was so glad we went there.

















This is the view from the park. Now do you see why I'm homesick? I actually cried when I took this picture. I didn't want to leave
















Another East Boston Piers Park view... I love the city!





















It was sooo windy there! haha

















My sister bought a powerpuff girls popsicle from the ice cream truck. For old times sake? But it was deformed so we laughed and took pics of it before she ate her. Well actually we had each taken a bite of her pigtails already! hahaha
















This is my friend Benji. I hadn't seen him in years!!! We grew up together. Our parents grew up together! lol So we are practically family. We picked right back up where we left off, funny faces and all
















Last but not least. This is my dad's side of the family. Well half of it anyway. Yeah.. I have a huge family!



So there you have it. My trip. Of course this isn't all my pics but some of the best ones. I can't wait to go back. if you haven't been to Boston.. I suggest you visit! It is such a cool city with so much personality. Anyhoo.. thanks for reading and looking at my pics! I love you all!

You Never Left

When I was lonesome
You entered my space
You said "I am here"
But I ignored your face

Your presence was there
But I sat and I cried
You played with my hair
But my spirit had died

Or so I thought
I cried,"Why did you leave?
By your blood I was bought!"
You said,"I am here"

Why did I ignore you?
Why didn't I see?
I pulled my faith from you
But you never left me

So I'm asking you back
Though I know you'll say yes
You'll heal my faith fast
Because you never left

Grieving Song

Okay.. so this is a poem I wrote on Friday morning. It's supposed to reflect the way Jesus feels about us as His bride always running off trying to impress everyone but Him. I bet that really hurts. It's supposed to be Him wooing us into His love. God is never forceful or harsh, He calls to us but it is our choice to answer His call. He is waiting by the alter to show you His unconditional love. Will you answer His grieving song and bring joy to Him?

My darling here I stand
Don't you know my love is true?
Oh my darling take my hand
I am waiting here for you

Do you know how much it hurts me
When you choose to run away?
I'll chase you if you want me
But for now you told me stay

So I'll stay right here in waiting
But I'm always watching you
When your heart feels like it's raining
I'll turn your grey skies blue

Why do you keep on running?
Saying that you are a mess?
My love, I find you stunning
And I bought you a new dress

But since you asked me to be quiet
told me not to make a sound
I'll never start a riot
But I'll always stick around

My heart is truly broken
And my body's broken too
I know you're chasing other men
But my love, I'm missing you

Revolve Tour!

AAAHHHHH!!! It was amzing! I left there feeling sooo encouraged! I loved it. I lost my voice screaming for hawk nelson and kj-52 though. But I had soo much fun! I really feel treasured.. or that I desrerve to be treated as a treasure and not a target! It's amazing how positive speakers, awesome music, and people who actually like being around 8,000 screaming teenage girls can brighten up a would-be dreary weekend! Hahaha. By the way.. I'll have a new poem up in a few minutes.. so yeah.. plz read it. Even though nobody ever actually reads this. Anyway.. that was my update for my weekend.. hope you liked it.

Can anyone hear me? or read me.. whatever

Ok.. so I know that my audince of faithful readers and fans is well... nonexistent. But if by some random chance... you ever end up reading my blog.. please comment. I usually just post poems here but yeah.. occasional feedback is appreciated. As long as you keep it nice. So far my poetry has been a huge hit with my friends on battlecry and they love it. Maybe if you read them and give my writing a chance you'll like it too!

Thanks whoever actually reads this,
Jatnie

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